Aaaaaaaaaaah what fun it is to be up all night and day whilst passing out on random occasions only to wake up six or something hours later. Haah, I blame the fact that I'm currently having no luck finding a job. I've been unemployed for about 6 months I think (half a year already, freaking hell) and as of two months ago I've been told I have to look for a minimal of ten jobs a fortnight. Yeah, that was easy for a few weeks... now it's getting hard as I can't exactly call in on the same place after two-three weeks. To make matters worse, the work places I would be sure to be fine working in require me to have experience.

Two weeks ago I had an interview with an employee (or manager) from McDonalds. I thought the interview went well as I dressed smartly, thoroughly cleaned myself and answered every question without any "uhs" or "ums"... well maybe for the "What do you see yourself doing in 3-5 years time." That caught me off guard. Anyway, the day after I get an email from them stating I didn't get the job. I was disappointed, however I kept my spirit up... Mum says they probably hired some kid still going to high school just say they pay them with minimal wage.

Two weeks pass and I only have 3 jobs listed, jobs that I can actually do without having to show any past experiences or having to own a drivers/forklift licence... and I've got three more days to fill out the sheet of paper else Centrelink will stop paying me...

Haaah, I wish it was easy to get a job, however as the world is now... Ugh, I just want to sleep without having haunting thoughts of my future.